Hung Out With Sugar, Trying Not to Be So Hard On Myself

Went to an outdoor concert and had a blast! At the end of the concert I could smell marijuana. I'm blaming someone for smoking and giving me a contact high. Lol. I immediately started thinking of food. After the concert I was ready to eat everything I could think of. The dinner menu was closed. Bummer, I would have eaten a healthy steak! Yes, I'm an occasional meat eater. Appetizers and dessert only. Steak nachos was the only thing calling my name.Since I was sharing with 3 other people I didn't get to eat much. I was hoping to go home now but, than, someone had to mention dessert. Ugh... I felt stuck to my seat and couldn't move. My mouth said yes. What! my mind said.Have you forgotten? Your working on... backing away from sugar... possibly deleting it from your..diet. My mouth proceeded to order the creme brulee. It also said get the Mud Pie. I wont eat the Mud Pie my mind said... Once the dessert arrived I took a bite of the Mud Pie. Why does it have to be so good? I proceeded to have  another bite...My creme brulee, It was good but, the fudge was exceptional! So good!!! I'm in trouble...ugh..I helped eat the Mud Pie. I feel they are just trying to fatten us up. Its such a huge piece. I shared it with 3 people and still it was to much. I wont let it go to waste. 
On the way home I felt guilty and like failure...It was only 8 hours and I couldn't stay mad at sugar. I forgot at the concert the cookie I ate yum yum yum! and rice crispy treats with nutella. I said no! But they kept looking at me. I just tried a little piece...Tomorrow I will work on why I do this!!!! It's not good to be hard on the body. Your body has feelings..